It is done

On Thursday I talked to my lawyer and he said there was a 50/50 shot I was divorced. Yesterday he put the paper in my hand. It's kind of surreal, 21 days before my 11th anniversary I am officially divorced. Really? I don't feel any different.

I'm relieved, partly. I'm glad it's done. I have no intention of taking Mr. Wrong back. I'm ready to move on.

But I'm sad. I never wanted to be divorced. I'm a single mother with four kids. And I spent 10 years with Mr. Wrong, even if it wasn't perfect, he was my best friend. The person who knew me best and I've lost that.

So new chapter, here I come, seriously.